Waiting-Part 1

I have discovered, or more or less i feel told, that i was 'selfish', mainly spiritualy, It was one of those Iam worshiping God, and living this adventure for almost self benefit, when in reality, i should be worshiping God because he is Holy. In one sense, i have no fear of the Lord. So i am sitting in a dessert, Iam sitting waiting, my mouth parched with thirst, It sucks, Frick, I hate sin, and its Curse. I just did a procject on Heaven and Hell, or known as the final state, and i can't wait for heaven, the imagery in the bible represents a place glorifing the master builder, and i can't wait.

So i wait, in solitude i pursue God, its hard to start something that lacks. Discipline, is like building calluses on the hands, its painful, it hurts, and you will remember how you got them.

For the next little while, this blog will be for my walk back up the mountain, to be back in the presence of God.

Please if any of this, or any future corner stones, and thoughts hit accord with where you are at, please let me know, its always good hiking up a moutian when you know someone is hiking it with you!


TakeCare, Godbless