So i am in love with my new record player, i bought it mainly in thought that i could get music by the number at reasonable price, but the other day i was at garage sale, and oh man did i get a deal, for a couple of bucks i got a whole box full of records, and for the last few days, when i am home iam stuck in my room. .. iam a nerd i swear, just a closet one anyways. all i do is watch toons, and listin to records... haha

blogging again

Soorry for the long absence, i have been writing alot of blogs, but none that really are all that good, mostly just talking about my summer and how cool its been, look there i go again. But recently i have been watching alot of the show 'The Hour' great talk show, there seems to be to no major objective, just interviewing really cool people, quite recently he interviewed a man by the name of Tony campoplo, very fascinating man, But this interview, you can get online at the hours website, but Tony's message of Christs love was amazing, and reallly inspiring.

And today i checked another interview out, an interview based on ex-gay movement, reall horrible stuff to hear, but very interesting, and maybe i can track down the vid they were talking about.. but once again the lady in the interview shared a message on Christs love, onece again inspiring

Once again i realize that Christs love is everywhere, unfortunately Christs love is tainted by humans stupidity between each other. It almost makes me want to apologies for being a Christian, not that being a Christian is bad, but just in the fact that how much retardedness comes along with it, The only fear i have about telling people that iam a Christian is that i hit an a open wound, a wound that is from Christianity. For the longest time i had a friend in construction he was about 45-50ish years in age and was first nations, and every time we had any sort of discussion about Christianity he brought up he first nation reform schools, where when you go to one of the old schools and all the graves behind the school are not deaths of tuberculosis like they say they are but they are actual deaths of beatings. I wish there was an easy way of saying i was Christian without having this stuff come up or at least come up in my mind in conversations..

so apologies for the things that christianity has done, i don't know all of the history, but i do know some, and that some is just enough to say i am sorry..